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Junction
03:33
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I've practiced running down your roads that lead me nowhere
And I ran faster than I could through each dead end
Got stuck in roundabouts and traffic Jams no road service
and on the way I lost and found some of my friends
So
Take me back to the Junction
Take me back to the Junction
Take me back to the Junction
Now let's go!
I slipped and slithered, tripped and fell on worn out pavement
I picked myself up and I learned to walk again
I've written letters then moved on and never sent them
Once words escape and hurt
That shit's so hard to mend
So
Take me back to the Junction
Take me back to the Junction
Take me back to the Junction
Now let's go
I've seen behind the curtain and beyond the footlights
And on a see saw I have been both high and low
I close my eyes to look into silence
And I return again with all the love I know
So
Take me back to the Junction
Take me back to the Junction
Take me back to the Junction
Now let's go
Nice and slow
Back to what I know
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2. |
Will You
03:12
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When I get on the path I wanna see where it takes me
Wanna notice the beauty I see along the way
In a butterfly moment want the sunlight igniting
Harmonic incandescence in my heart
Will you walk with me slowly – will you pause, will you linger?
Will you smile as you twirl me around?
Will you see things that I see or will old frames just hinder
And make you rescind from your Joie de la vie?
OOOO Will You?
When I get home from work I wanna listen and hold you
In my arms enfold you and gaze into your eyes
In there I’ll remember you are strong and you’re tender
Hear harmonic incandescence in my heart
Will you walk with me slowly – will you pause, will you linger?
Will you smile as you twirl me around?
Will you see things that I see or will old frames just hinder
And make you rescind from your Joie de la vie?
OOOO Will You?
When we wake every morning See a new day is dawning
Seasons move swiftly with each anniversary
As we wind up the mountain and we drink from the fountain
Of the well spring that bubbles in our hearts
Will you walk with me slowly – will you pause, will you linger?
Will you smile as you twirl me around?
Will you see things that I see or will old frames just hinder
And make you rescind from your Joie de la vie?
OOOO Will You?
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3. |
Ego Juice
03:24
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I need some action Baby
Some satisfaction maybe
Been on a drip feed lately
Where conditions irritate me
Until I’m High
So fast and loose
O so high
On ego juice
I need to think about it
(think about it)
If I can live without it
(live without it)
Is the juice worth the squeeze?
(worth the squeeze)
I’m beggin for release
(release)
Until I’m High
So fast and loose
O so high
On ego juice
O yeah I’m High
with a new excuse
O so high
On ego juice
Give up my indignation
(indignation)
Addiction to frustration
(frustration)
Stop being shocked and stunned
(Shocked and stunned)
Forgiving is more fun
(more fun) –
for everyone
But I’m High
So fast and loose
O so high
On ego juice
O yeah I’m High
With a new excuse
O so high
on ego juice
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4. |
Meaning of Flowers
03:48
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I’ll try
every morning
You’ll try
every day
My my
joy is calling
Buy buy me
flowers to say
It’s gonna be alright,
we’ll make it through the night
Donor’s coming soo soo soon
It might not be as planned
We may not understand,
but we’ll get through, through through
Me and You
Bouquets,
with their perfume
Bring light
to every room
Inspire
with their beauty
We can
be cut and still bloom
It’s gonna be alright,
we’ll make it through the night
Dawn is coming soo soo soon
It may not be as planned,
but I’m gonna hold your hand
And we’ll get through, through through
Me and You
Years pass,
so uncertain,
and seasons
blossom and fade
You sigh,
cause you’re hurting
And I sigh,
with thanks
cause you stayed
It’s gonna be alright,
we’ll make it through the night
Dawn is coming soo soo soon,
It may not be as planned,
I’ll give you a vital organ and
We’ll get through, through, through
Me and You
We always do
What we need to
Me and You
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5. |
Beggars for Love
03:19
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Never let
the truth get
in the way
of a good story
Plant those lines,
repeat them,
in time they’ll take root
You’ll find your glory
Cause some seeds - flourish in darkness
Some seeds - flourish in weeds
Some seeds scatter into the wind
When we’re not listening
Say what you want,
I know that you will
anyway
I’ve seen it happen
Cry to defend
lies past the end
of the road
Leave us begging
We’re beggars for Truth and for balance
Begging for presence and love
Beggars - begging forever
Past the push, pull, block and shove
Beggars for your loving kindness
For your widespread generousity
Beggars for the father who left our home
For his – next family
Beggars outside the door needing
And bleeding from tears we can’t cry
Beggars for someone to hear our song
And wipe the old wounds dry
Never let the truth get in the way.
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6. |
In Our Skin
03:23
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It was one day off from Summer
in El Compadre’s Bar
Sitting
thinking drinking
while James looked at a guitar
When those haunting words
flashed into my mind
Hooked me to the past,
dragged me down, dumb and blind
Reeling me in,
said “Honey,
you can never win!”
A mirror by the bottles,
a painting on the wall
And I’ve got that empty feeling like I’ve
seen and done it all
When Augustine smiled,
and took a bottle down
He said “Tequila?
I’m buying you this round”
Feeling his grin,
he said; “Honey,
Feel good in your skin!”
I got lost on my way to nowhere,
home far away
The light around the corner,
gets closer each day
Mi compadre entiende, (*1)
I’d love to stay
Con toda mi alma y mi Corazón (*2)
I pray and pray
Letting it in,
Estoy Bien (*3)
lose or win.
It was one day off from Summer
and the sun was beating down
And every road’s a dead end
when you’re poor in any town
But sometimes,
we believe that we can fly,
So we flap about and try
Until we begin,
Just to feel good in our skin
Outside to in,
just to feel good in our skin,
In Our Skin.
*1- My friend, understands.
*2- With all my soul and my heart.
*3- I am good.
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7. |
Save Her Soul
03:33
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Make up to cover
the bruises inside,
long sleeved pajamas
when she has to hide
The kicks and the screams
and the fights for control
They’re eating away at her soul
At Her Soul, At her Soul, At Her Soul
She wished many times that somebody had said
Something to snap her awake
She got shocked into silence
from all of the violence
Just eating away at her soul
At her Soul, At her Soul, At Her Soul
She had no-one to turn to
So hidden it was
Five Neighbours became champions
When they called
for the cops to come
Hoping they would Save,
Hoping they would Save
Save Her Soul,
Save Her Soul,
Save Her Soul,
Save Her Soul
In the morning,
Save Her Soul
In the afternoon,
Save Her Soul
In the evening,
Save Her Soul.
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8. |
Ashes and Clay
04:51
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He said;
“I’ve done some things I shouldn’t a done, but I
can’t undo them now,
I’m gonna hit the road
face the river
and try to swim,
cause I feel
I’m gonna drown
If I stick around.”
She said;
“Oh well I’ve seen your
back before,
when I asked for
empathy,
Yeah
Keep running Darling,
‘til you find the door,
perhaps someday,
you’ll forgive me
Forgive old me?”
And in the old gum tree I heard
two kookaburras laughing;
“Remember how we fought?
how absurd it was all for nothing,
Give us that time again and
we might use another skill set
O Lord, we both just carried on,
and blamed each other’s innocence.”
Then every Christmas time a tug of war,
using young ones for the rope
Two ends of battles lost was all they saw
and they tried to live in hope
They said, there’s wrong and right and night and day
There’s black and white,
no shades of grey
Well that was years ago when they were young,
now they’re mixed in with the clay
Ashes and Clay
And in the old gum tree I heard
two kookaburras laughing;
“Remember how we fought?
how absurd it was all for nothing,
Give us that time again and
we might use another skill set
O Lord, we both just carried on,
and blamed each other’s innocence.”
Blood isn’t thicker than water now
as it flows under the bridge
We crawl to safety go outside their range
and we look down from the ridge
We see they’re suffering
their boggy trenches
and we know the state of play
It’s all a game of choice
and one day we will all be Ashes and Clay
Ashes and Clay
And in the old gum tree I heard
two kookaburras laughing;
“Remember how we fought?
how absurd it was all for nothing,
Give us that time again and
we might use another skill set
O Lord, we both just carried on,
and blamed each other’s innocence.”
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9. |
Red Car
03:32
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All of my brothers,
were driving cars
Telling interesting stories,
inside musical bars
All I wanted,
was to drive just the same
But the day that red car came home
I took some kind of blame
You see my mama
had learned to drive
She got her license
I was not even five
Home came papa,
with a toy car to see
For my little brother
there was no car for me
Families and sharing,
is a real sweet idea
But when that red car came home,
it all became clear
Nightmares with tractors
haunted my head
“That’s for my boy, not you!”
was what he said
Sure that I’d been a good girl,
O it didn’t seem fair
My brother was much too young,
to see my despair
I’d already stopped crying,
cause that’s what big girls do
And the boy got the red car
Whilst the girl got all
Blue.
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10. |
I Don't Know
03:20
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Mama said –
“your papa’s from a Murray River clan
But he pretends to get along,
like any poor white man”
Mob will ask me
“ Do you know, the Maynards from down South?”
“You look like them.”
they say, before another word falls from my mouth
But – I don’t know.
Very few would own up to a lineage back then
I was born in 1967
Year of a referendum
To survive some had to hide
the truth from those in town
Just to stay alive and walk upon their ground
So – I don’t know
I’ve tried to trace my heritage through old birth certificates
Paid and paid to take a look
and nothing there yet fits
Though I hear a Tribal voice inside
getting louder everyday
O Universe please show me proof
I pray and pray and pray
Cause – I don’t know
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11. |
Then I Saw You Cry
03:42
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I still remember yesterday
Staring out your window
With a sense of disillusion you said;
“Why would I be choosing this,
I can’t look forward to tomorrow
Everything I own, I borrow,
Everything I earn was stolen from me.”
Then I saw you Cry
So Tell me,
can you face the pieces?
Before your dream releases
Can you pick them up and stick them together again?
It might be broke, but it’s not over
You might believe it when you’re sober
Lay your head down on my shoulder,
(baby) ‘Til then
Then I saw you Cry
Here we all get kicked and winded
In the end we’re still beginners
If you can love
Then you’re the winner
Baby it’s true
Cause when we’re all stripped down to nothing
If you can still love you got something
Keep your heart beat strong and thumping,
I will for you
Then I saw you SMILE.
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Fiona Lee Maynard Melbourne, Australia
Fiona Lee Maynard shows her folk roots in a musical memoir recorded while waiting to donate a kidney to her husband. Identified by critics as a songwriter with a lot to say and an endless vocabulary of emotions with which to say it, her new album Junction serves up 11 songs spawned from needing to raise her own spirits and shared in the hope they will do the same for listeners. ... more
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